Does someone know how he managed having no scars on the bottoms of his breasts? I’m curious and youtube doesn’t let me comment to his video. Maybe you guys know??
its called keyhole and periareolar.
two types of surgery for those with A cup sizes.
it produces no scarring
I’m a very intelligent, I have major depressive disorder, I get nervous in social situations, and I have borderline personality disorder.
and worst of all I love being sick. Without it im just another crazy guy, but with my labels im something right? i get to pretend…pretend? im not sure maybe.
but what i know is that people see me and find out im sick and suddeny im pitied or feared. why? because i have manic episodes? because im a cutter? because if i vomit i feel like im worth it?
Because if im mentally ill then ill have something to lean on? that if fixed then ill be this amazing individual who overcame it.
fuck man i can mean or nice to you depending on what i want or how i wish to display myself to you.
But really thats it?
i dont know anymore.
I fucking hate a lot of people but i pretend i care.
Like really some people i fucking despise and to be honest if they died id probably barely bat an eye. I have sociopathic tendencies but i guess im not bad enough to be diagnosed. how much an emotionally stagnant person do i need to be before im an actual sociopath. if they told me i was a sociopath id pretend to be shocked but now it lets me have another excuse. or maybe an explanation.
I love exerting my
power over people and making them follow my lead. Why? why do i love having power.
UGH AND ITS GREAT! I’ve always been able to manipulate people based on my observation of them. do i need to pretend to be a shy person to bend you to my want. or perhaps i need to abuse you until youre too scared to disobey me.
I always figure it out…always…I feel like im an evil person. I know the right buttons to push.
I’ve gotten people to get me things i needed by playing the role i needed to make them love me.
WHY do i love it when my roommate and boyfriend follow ME and ask ME for advice and approval. They say i give off this “vibe” but i dont know why.
Why did i bother pretending to be Jay’s friend? I dated him out of pity, heh as if id be attracted to someone like them. Didn’t you know Jay? I’m better so I deserve better.
I’m better, and that makes me arrogant too. I hate stupid people. I HATE THEM.
whats worse is that i pretend to be fake for them.
why am i like this? i dont understand at all.
I feel dead inside and its because i know i could so many people because i hardly care about anyone.
ive wasted my education my life my everything…
i hate myself.
i want to die.
im am awful person
im pretty jealous of people who have like, a passion and something they’ve always known they wanted to do though??? or at least something they KNOW they’re good at even tho it may not be their major or profession???
like what even am i i’m just mediocre at everything i do i can’t write novels…
im gonna just admit, in my own dirty admittance and sorta confession.
that when i see posts about things like this i feel a little better about myself because i am talented in many departments. and always displayed a passion for the arts.
unfortunately my mental illnesses cause
me to wane in my own talents.
that despite being incredibly and naturally gifted in many aspects my mental disease makes me feel like its pointless.
I had a friend tell me once after i ripped up my drawings, “i get so angry because you create these beautiful art pieces and in seconds you just tore it up? like that? youre blessed with this incredible passion and talent and so easily you just…destroy it?”
and just as quickly i said,
"because i can and you can’t…"
Because i can MAKE what you CANT with my bare hands and its the only thing i can make and destroy in my own life besides myself and my body.
so yeah…even the talented ones have their demons i guess, or maybe just me
I’m not even going to lie I very rarely like guys my age. Either they are a few years younger or a few years older. It just makes everything more exciting because it’s such an adrenaline rush when you get away with it.
what? a few years is like 3/4 years thats not even a rush…